Couldn’t Decide!

…and no I didn’t get any of the coats – we’ve got a night out next weekend – so thought whilst Debenhams was having a sale – we’d get a nice shirt to go out in!

As for the coat – well that can wait, for now!

What a blast

Here we are again at the gym - in fact I'm currently in a loo having a dump.

Been a rather quiet last 24 hours or so with me - didn't get up to much last night - apart from the usual nonsense. Illegal downloading and watching 2 on 1 porn whilst jacking the jizz off Cheryl Cole. Lovely.

Anyway, back to reality - and I'm looking for a winter coat - in light of the forecasters saying that we might a blast from the pole in the coming week - no not that sort of blast - though that would be rather welcoming - nope our first potential snow of the winter. Seen one by Scotch and Soda but also one by Ringspun - really needs to be decided today this one.

Anyway I'm off to do my 60 minutes. Speak later.




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Shedding it.

I'm at the gym currently on the bike - with another 18 minutes or so of my session to go today.

Have lost a fair bit in the past few months - but am currently trying to shed as much as possible off my waist as is possible - haven't weighed myself purely in case I haven't lost as much as I think.

All about how I look in the end.


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The Fallout

Morning,

Well mother knows everything now - after a major row on Monday evening - since then she has barely spoken to me - which probably isn't a bad thing. The way I see things at the moment is that if people haven't got anything useful or relevant to say - to say absolutely fuck all.

No point in saying anything if all you're looking for is a row.

We've also had a setback of sorts in regards of moving out - my mate has decided to have a boob job - which will cost the GDP of Ireland as it stands right now, so can't afford that and the move out with me. However, the couple that we were looking to be moving in with are still very on for moving in with myself on my own - so we need to arrange a time to meet with them.

In a way - this might be a better option on the basis that moving into a house with a best mate could cause tensions whereas moving in with two other people means that isn't a issue.

As we were!


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Coming Out…

After keeping everything hidden in regards to my sexual preferences for so long – I’ve come out as bisexual.

It’s been up to now, quite a revealing process to myself – I originally came out to myself a good couple of months ago after a brief get-together with a girl at work, but I have known for more than a decade that I was very different to most other blokes in my peer group.  I wasn’t one who would go down the pub most nights – every penny I had would go on designer gear, particularly in the years after I left school – and I had a certain way of carrying it off – even with my substantial girth.

Originally, when I left school I was only interested in blokes and blokes alone – was continually wanking myself silly over random blokes till my late teens.

However, on a college course about eight years ago – I was introduced to this stunning girl called Marie, who lived in Dover – and I got the feeling that if she wasn’t already attached at the time that me and her would probably had got it on there and there – however like now, there was the feeling that I needed that little more – which is probably why I’ve never been able to find someone who satisfies my needs.

As time moved on – my sexuality has up to a point not really changed in that regard – what I would like to think however is that, now I have come out as what I am, that I can feel more confident and open in being bisexual and being able to find someone who can become that special person in my life.

The one aspect that I worried about was how were my family and friends were going to react – some of my very closest friends suspected for years that I wasn’t straight – and so wasn’t surprised in the slightest – others I think, although they haven’t said so probably feel uncomfortable – which is completely understandable – it took me over a decade to come out to myself.  Overall however, the support from everyone (even my own sister) has been wonderful and extremely heart-warming!

Here’s to the next chapter to my life.

Moving On…

Think we are going to be having to do a couple of articles this afternoon about the seismic events of the past six weeks or so.

We’ll start in chronological order – in early October just after the last post I was in the process of trying to find a property in Folkestone to finally get away from Home.  Well, with the financial situation being what it is withe everyone right now – I flew a kite to a good friend of mine, about possibly getting a place together – she agreed and hopefully we are going to be in a place by the New Year – or certainly afterwards.

Mother isn’t too happy – in fact her and my beloved sister have views that they would rather me move away completely from the area than be happy down here.

How wonderful.  Their opinion isn’t helped by the fact that I plan on moving over to Dover so she can be nearer her family – and as a friend, and someone who is used to be away from his family for long periods of time, I thought it was the most obvious option – as well as the fact that I felt it would do me the world of good to be as independent as possible.

They disagree – it’s all financial for them in the end.  The Bank of Me wants to close its doors indefinitely!

It will happen!

You’re Boring Me

Yep, Mother this is for you…

Let me get on with my life and stop being a dominating mother.

You’re driving me away from here – not that I need any further excuses.

Stranger

Feeling like a stranger in my own home this evening – come in from work – all happy dappy – working tomorrow and Sunday for four hours, the latter on double bubble – nothing wrong there.  Mother says in literal form, to fuck off – I say that Nan gives her regards – as I saw her today.  Mum says that she doesn’t want to know her.

She also doesn’t want to know what else Nan said!  Needless to say, I concur with all her thoughts.

Still, hopefully in four months, if not less than that I will be gone from this hell.

Keep it going, Mother.  Keep it going.

Feeling Good

Hmmm.

It’s been quite a while since I have felt like that – and that I have been confident enough to put that down in writing.

We’ve got some concrete and positive news regarding a possible exit strategy out of home, and into my own place – a house-share hopefully in January or February.

It needs to happen – and happen soon.  Mother and Sis have had yet another row just now, and frankly it is getting boring right now.  Can’t be fucked getting involved.

I’ll be gone, soon enough.

An Idiot…

Evening thundercunts!

Am watching An Idiot Abroad right now with probably most of the intelligentsia of this country laughing at Karl Pilkington showing his ignorance at pretty much anything and everything in the world.

Gervais and Marchant are geniuses.

Golf – Exciting? Mmmm.

Been watching the Ryder Cup this afternoon, instead of heading to the gym – thoroughly enjoyed it.

I have watched recent Ryder Cups, but with the obscene amount of rain that they have had down in South Wales, it has made for such riveting entertainment.

Will have to try and somehow get a radio with me for tomorrow…

Hung-over and Fucked

Just about recovered from last night’s excesses in Maidstone – got in just after 3am this morning – which to be fair is quite early!  Probably be heading back over there later in the month for my ex-boss’ 25th birthday (well that’s what he says – better add about 12 years onto that!!!)

Anyway – it was a cracking night had by all – think it is safe to say – everyone got shitfaced and is probably going to go down in the history books as a fucking ace night.

Haven’t been to the gym today neither – I know that’s going to be four days in a row, diabolical behaviour – agreed – but I am wanting to try and get some rest after being pretty much in there 5 days a week for the past 3 or 4 months – not that it has done me any good at all.

Got five-a-side tomorrow, so the thinking is that my body will be fully refreshed for it.  Beautiful!

Threads

Got my new Diesel jeans arriving later today - cant wait to see them in all their glory prior to Saturday night's manoveures in Maidstone. They were half price - wouldn't see me spending nigh on £135 on a pair

Gonna stick my AllSaints boots on and possibly a Green Earl by Penguin.


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Money Troubles

Morning,

Even though I was struggling to get to sleep last night I feel rather good this morning.

What would be nice though would be for people to stop harassing me for their money - they were complaining that I wasn't able to give them rent till lunchtime today.

Madness.


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Insomnia.

Morning - I think.

Struggling to get back to sleep - after checking my account on my mobile banking via the iPhone - (in my case, Natwest). Decent amount in there - after numerous charges - cheers, Labour!

Got numerous plans for it - need to start putting some money towards my deposit - though someone has said I probably only need to save a maximum of £500 by December and then take things from there.

Better not take any chances though!




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Another Day Gone

Just watched the latest episode of the inbetweeners which was fucking hilarious shit, gonna get some shuteye now - gotta be at work for 8:30 tomorrow.

Need to try and download the live Collings and Herrin podcast which was recorded tonight at the Bloomsbury in the capital - that'll be quality listening tomorrow!

Nighty, Night.


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Spooky

Currently watching Spooks on the Beeb - been watching this since it first came on - think it was about 2002 - cracking series - think it lost it's way for the last few series - but it's looks like it has got some of zest back in this series!


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Rough Monday

Evening all,

Bit of a rough day to be honest - Mother's not in one of her better moods this morning - at least work was good - extremely busy so able to knuckle down and work to my heart's content.

Just finished Footy at the Academy - and am currently trying to walk and write - such a dangerous pursuit whilst walking along Park Farm.

Lets hope Mother is in a better mood once I get in - but I very much doubt that!!


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Nighty Night

Off to bed in a tick - another week of entertainment awaits no doubt - get paid in just over 24 hours - tho my beloved bank decides to take 20 notes off me for going overdrawn after the Labour Party took my monthly DD twice. Fuckers.

Night, Night.


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Payday...Today

Hmmm.

Just seen that fucking ridiculous Money Shop advert - boasting they can make your payday be today.

And no doubt with a APR of 260% - you'll be paying them back for quite sometime...


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Suggestions...

Am wanting to try and post some decent tunage on here for all of your analysis - obviously I know I can get on YouTube and C&P it on the desktop - but we are wanting to find a way to do it on the premises of the iPhone.

You all deserve to hear some proper music instead of the tripe that you have to tolerate down the Grizzler every weekend!!!


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In The Cube

Watching the Cube on ITV right now - and it's actually quite exhilarating viewing quite frankly - seeing this bloke go over a 1 1/2 ft barrier blind-folded is surreal!


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But Also This Is

...what I see going on around my world - what is trending with me - what certainly isn't - and sharing some of my loves and passions with my adoring (yeah, right) public.


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What This Is?

In essence - I want this to be something where I can spent a few moments throughout the day saying what I'm thinking and doing - whilst attempting to throw some twisted humour into it all.

Now, I'm in the toilet at home - and to say that, the contents look like some form of nuclear material would be kind - it looks fucking wrong!!


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Oh and another fucking thing...

I don't plan on having this mind-fuck of a template for long - just looking at it on the iPhone - it looks way, way too similar to the previous blog from the previous era.

Can't be having that now, can't we!!!

Didn't think so!!!


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The Situation Being...

I am planning on moving away from my beloved mother and sister in approximately three months - more than likely after Christmas than before - not just because its practical - but I don't want to have been perceived by them to have ruined their Christmas by not being there.

Understandable - considering their own financial situation they are far from happy with this. But for me it is simple - I either go now (OK, three months, but you get my thinking!) or when I do get into some serious money I'll just walk away and leave them down the shitter - with no way of getting out of it.

I think I'm right on this one!!!


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Right Now..

This Is Me...



I don't think I look too bad - compared to previous months - tho one of my mates last night commented that I look emotionally exhausted. Beautiful!

Relatively Painless!!!

Gotta say that considering I had to set up another fucking blog on the iPhone - that was a piece of piss doing that!!!

My posts are going to be short and to the point - gone are those fucking Sunday essays which just wanked my ego towards the point of kaboom!

Like this!